joi, 14 aprilie 2011

2 songs...

Times - Tenth Avenue North

I know I need You
I need to love You
I love to see You, but it's been so long
I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
And I need to hear You, (is that so wrong?)

Now You pull me near You
When we're close, I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell You, all that I've done
(Are You done forgiving?)
Oh can You look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what I've become
What have I become?

I hear You say,
"My love is over. It's underneath.
It's inside. It's in between.
The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel.
The times that you question, 'Is this for real? '
The times you're broken.
The times that you mend.
The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.

Well, My love is over, it's underneath.
It's inside, it's in between.
These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.
The times you're hurting.
The times that you heal.
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.



I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
I'm there through your heartache.
I'm there in the storm.

My love, I will keep you, by My power alone.

I don't care where you fall, where you have been.
I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.
It never ends."









Empty my hands - Tenth Avenue North


I’ve got voices in my head
And they are so strong
And I’m getting sick of this
Oh Lord, how long will I be haunted by the fear that I believe?
My hands like locks on cages of these dreams I can’t set free
But if I let these dreams die
If I lay down all my wounded pride
If I let these dreams die
Will I find, that letting go lets me come alive?

So empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
Oh, empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
With You
With You, Lord

‘Cause these voices speak instead
What’s right is wrong
And I’m giving into them
Oh please Lord, how long will I be held captive by the lies that I believe?
My heart’s in constant chaos
And it keeps me so deceived
But if I let these dreams die
If I could lay down my dark desire
‘Cause if I let these dreams die
Will I find, You brought me back to life?

So empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
Oh Lord, empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
With You

‘Cause my mind is like a building burning down
I need Your grace to keep me
Well keep me from the ground
My heart is just a prisoner of war
A slave to what it wants and to what I’m fighting for

So won’t You…

So empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
Oh, empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with You
With You


marți, 30 noiembrie 2010

e liniste pe note



multa zapada, apoi petice. noroi. il vezi. dar nu-l atingi. din nou zapada. frig, dar cald. cald, dar frig.

vis sau film sau amintiri. copaci, doar crengi. puternice, frante.. negre.
e liniste pe note.






amintirea altcuiva. sau a nimanui. e film. de jur imprejur. sticla nu separa, pentru ca nu exista.
si totusi.. miscarile sunt ale mele. dar nu sunt acolo. trebuie sa fie povestea cuiva. altfel, de ce sunt aici? de ce simt. poate ca traieste altul si asta emotioneaza. ma emotioneaza. asta trebuie sa fie.

cred ca stiu. (sunt spectator). dar mai bine n-as sti.

...stiu! ma fac ca nu stiu.


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duminică, 10 octombrie 2010

population: ? (me?)


My own little world - Mathew West

In my own little world it hardly ever rains
I’ve never gone hungry, always felt safe
I got some money in my pocket, shoes on my feet
In my own little world
Population: me

I try to stay awake during Sunday morning church
I throw a twenty in the plate, but I never give ’til it hurts
And I turn off the news when I don’t like what I see
It’s easy to do when it’s
Population: me

What if there’s a bigger picture?
What if I’m missing out?
What if there’s a greater purpose
I could be living right now
Outside my own little world

Stopped at a red light, looked out my window
I saw a cardboard sign, said “Help this homeless widow”
And just above that sign was the face of a human
I thought to myself, “God, what have I been doing?”
So I rolled down the window and I looked her in the eye
Oh how many times have I just passed her by?
I gave her some money then I drove on through
And my own little world reached
Population: two

What if there’s a bigger picture?
What if I’m missing out?
What if there’s a greater purpose
That I could be living right now
Outside my own little world
My own little world

Father break my heart for what breaks Yours
Give me open hands and open doors
Put Your light in my eyes and let me see
That my own little world is not about me


What if there’s a bigger picture?
What if I’m missing out?
What if there’s a greater purpose
That I could be living right now
I don't wanna miss what matters
I wanna be reaching out
Show me the greater purpose
So I can start living right now
Outside my own little world
My own little world
My own little world

joi, 30 septembrie 2010

mai Mare

Printul Caspian, C.S. Lewis
Scena cand Lucy se intalneste fata in fata cu Aslan:

- Bine ai venit, copila mea, a spus el.
- Aslan, a zis Lucy, ai mai crescut.
- Asta fiindca ai cresut tu.
- Nu ai crescut tu?
- Nu, ci in fiecare an, pe masura ce vei creste, vei descoperi ca si eu sunt mai mare.

sâmbătă, 25 septembrie 2010

Stau din nou - Agape



Stau din nou - Agape

Stau din nou gândindu-mă la jerfta Ta
Sângele scurs, trupul străpuns
În locul meu pedeapsa morţii ai luat
Ce dar nemeritat
Doamne Tu ne-ai salvat.

Refren:
Privesc către crucea unde ai suferit
Smerit de-ndurarea ce mi-ai oferit
Mulţumesc, Isuse, viaţă nouă mi-ai dăruit .

Acum eşti înălţat în slavă
În faţa Ta toţi se vor pleca
Până atunci, uimit fiind de Harul Tău,
Inima-mi va cânta
Pe veci dragostea Ta .

Doamne-Ţi mulţumesc pentru Golgota
Viaţa-ţi dăruiesc, e-a Ta.

miercuri, 22 septembrie 2010

Completely Done



Completely Done - Sovereign Grace Music


What reason have I to doubt
Why would I dwell in fear
When all I have known is grace
My future in Christ is clear

My sins have been paid in full
There’s no condemnation here
I live in the good of this
My Father has brought me near
I’m leaving my fears behind me now

Chorus
The old is gone, the new has come
What You complete is completely done
We’re heirs with Christ, the victory won
What You complete is completely done

I don’t know what lies ahead
What if I fail again
You are my confidence
You’ll keep me to the end
I’m leaving my fears behind me now

duminică, 19 septembrie 2010

Prayer



Starfield-Falling to my knees!

Through the fire and through the fight
Through the peril of the night
I will trust You for the promise
Spoken over me

There is nothing left to hide
This is my surrendered life
I left behind all else
To follow only You

I'm falling to my knees
I'm falling to my knees
My faith's becoming sight

For Your mercies are made new
Here Your joy is shimmering through
And I'm living for the promise
that my hope is found in You
You're my strength my only prayer
And all the world could not compare
With the wonders of Your great and mighty love

I am here to find Your peace
I've been looking for relief
I have come because
There's nothing left that satisfies

I'm so taken by Your touch
I could never have to much
And I won't stop till You
take me there to where you are